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February 21, 2006

Grief Update

In retrospect, I can see that I started feeling better mid-January. Maybe because the holidays were over and there was a light at the end of the tunnel of "firsts." Maybe because I've been going to a darn good therapist who makes me work and doesn't just sit and nod her head at me for 45 minutes every three weeks. Maybe both. Maybe other things.

So, I think the worst is over. This is good news but created more questions for me over the last week. For example, if I'm doing better, why does working 30 hours a week absolutely exhaust me? And why do I still need alone time every week and get really tired if I don't have it? I was feeling kind of guilty about these things until I realized recently that while the grieving is not overwhelming right now, my whole life has changed in the last year, especially in the last few months. So I'll keep doing what I think is right for me.

Posted by Stephanie at February 21, 2006 11:45 PM

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